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Infinite sadness, you need to find a new home. This chateau has gotten old and is tired of its tenet. You don’t even have to grab your things, just go. I’m going to leave on a bike ride today, and when I get back, you had better be no where nearby. Not trying to hate…

Fore-thinking beneth the skin on-play :: edit ::

This is how I often think about trying to interact with that girl, the other lady, any woman.  My mind goes into hyper-drive instead of mac.  Mac, no not like the Mac’n’Cheese, but like the Big-Mac, with the secret sauce and double layers.  Its like it skips all of the natural urges to grab her…